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His calling for me is certain. But I don't know exactly where it will be.

God has been calling me close to Him recently, I feel lost when I dont think of him consciously

in every moment of my life. Because He encompasses every part of it. The Holy Spirit dwells within me, I cannot deny Him. I thank God for such assurance. He gave it to me with His liberty not because I earned it or seeked Him, I have done nothing worthy of that or anything people say

Christians should do to be near Him, He drew Himself to me, in my heart through personal convictions and through the stories of others' lives; their testimony and lives attest to Jesus being truly their real and living Saviour changing their lives bit by bit as they allow Him to wholly giving up all their selfish desires for His perfect will.

It's pass the point I say even if feel like im not living and in an eternal sleep a lucid dream, I will still love God and believe in Him, even if i'm going insane I will still believe in God who never changes, who cares about my ever changing and faliable mind and body, His Spirit never changes, and i holdfast to that He will hold unto me for eternity. I never felt so joyful to look forward to the day i finally see Him face to face, but I'll admit I have much to be ashamed about in my life so far.

I guess this calls for a life change, i mean slowly so that they will become habits and stick. not one off actions I feel motivated to do at that moment, but changing my character; to be more like Christ. Thinking of others, being sacrificial to our belongings and letting go of things when the time calls for giving. I thank God for working in me. I feel that without Jesus Christ, I am lost and nothing, but in Him I am powerful and a child of God. :) PRAISE GOD! ;D